Attachment,fasting month and Hari Raya..

First of all,I'd like to show my appreciation and gratitude to ain. Ever since my attachment that runs concurrently with the fasting month, I've been, for a lack of a better term, a jerk. I come back home grumpy due to the weariness I feel traveling to and from work at raffles place. I really hate the crowds in the morning and evening and I vow never to work in t`he CBD area ever. I think I might have gotten my grumpy attitude from my dad. Ever since I was young, I knew I should never to irritate him even the slightest bit when he comes back home and just to greet him at the from door. He has a nasty temper and it gets bad especially after coming home from work. Its what I have been doing since young and till now I still greet him at the front door.

My attachment is already 3 weeks in and im ok with it. Its just that, everytime I look out the office window and see the glorious sun and life milling around, I feel sad. It feels like im trapped in an office building and truth be told, I rather be outside sweating like a cow but enjoying myself than be in a comfortable office setting but hating what I do. But it's ok, its just 12 weeks. I know I will never work in an office setting ever in my life. I love the freedom to be on the ground rather than be up on an ivory tower enjoying the air conditioning.

Its less than one week to Hari Raya. My family isn't into it this year. But its all good, I'd be satisfied with going to the few important houses and just relaxing at home.

I love you.This entry is dedicated to you. Wink Wink!