Life was simple back then..

3 years ago, life was simple for both of us. All we cared about was school and being with each other. There was plenty of time to hang around, endless hours were spent over the phone and countless more meeting up. But things change, but the love never faded. There might be lesser time, but its as important if not more important than ever. We are growing into our roles of adults in this complicated world, so we make do with what we have.

A random thought; had I gone over the path of perdition, I envisage myself with a tattoo sleeve on both my hands ( just like M Shadows'), with a slight bulging stomach, with vodka in one hand and a cigarette in another. I still do think of what would have happened to me had I rebelled when I was in primary school. I was a misfit then, and I used to blame my parents for moving houses from the small but ever so comfortable abode in Ang Mo Kio to a huge but cold and a place devoid of character in Tampines. I had so much trouble fitting in that I told myself when I was young I will never be bullied ever again, hence my tough as nails and uncompromisingly assured self. being bullied has made me into a bully. Thank God I have mellowed somewhat, Ain can testify to that ;)

I yearn to visit Ang Mo Kio again, I'd love to see the changes that Ang Mo Kio have undergone. It's still my dream to live in Ang Mo Kio when I get married.

30 days have passed by fairly quickly, the fasting month is over, the month of celebration is upon us. I forgive everyone except someone that caused so much hurt to my mum. Her transgression I will never forgive.

Selamat Hari Raya to all. Feel blessed that you have food to eat. Remember Muslims that go home after their prayers and treat Aidiladha like any other day, because of their predicament.

I love you.