Holidays..

My baby girl is sick now,and i hope she gets well as soon as possible.I dont want her to suffer..Get well soon seby (sexy baby)..

God, time flies really fast.She's already in her fourth month of training and I just completed another semester in poly.But in poly,my hands and feet are itching to sign on with the police force.I really want to work,to support my family and myself,and to move on to a new chapter in my life.I'd love to don the red beret of the SOC PTU unit and maybe the STAR unit too.I cant imagine myself working with accounts or finances in a stuffy (or even a plush) office.I'd rather let my heart pound and experience the thrill of the chase.

I'd swell with pride everytime i mention that ain is in the police force,simple because it takes lots of guts to become a police officer.You might think singapore is safe,but ask any policeman or women worth their salt and they'll tell you alot of s**t goes down in singapore,and it's only because of them we are safe.You'd be amazed the plethora of indiscretions goes on here.Its a noble profession,definately you wont get rich,but the rewards intangible are immesurable.Im damn proud of you.

To me,the 1 and a half years left in poly will pass very slowly.I've thought on signing on with the army,but i realised it wasnt family friendly after talking to numerous officers and warrant officers at hendon.5 and a half days of work,only the weekends off,and even if you get to go home after you get married in the army,most likely you'll go home late (blame bureaucracy) and be too tired to take care of the more important things in life;your family.And to be downright honest,when was the last time you saw a malay dude in the commandos or NDU or artillery?The police force offers better opportunities with SOC,STAR and PCG.I go for quality.Nothing but the best for me.But most importantly,i get to see my family.Thats what important to me.

I'm probably the most family oriented guy you'll come across.I've fantasised with my girlfriend (no,no,nothing amorous) how many children i'd love to have (5!),where we live,what our children names are,where we'd go for our family outings.I'd coo with delight whenever ain and i see babies.I attribute these feelings to my dad.Growing up,he was a strict disciplinarian,but i could clearly see the love he has for my family,how he'd give up his needs to buy me whatever (and i mean whatever) i want.I was and still is his favourite boy.I want to be him,he's my hero,my beacon of light,and my definition of what it takes to be a father.I will never disappoint him.

Exams are over,and sad to say,i've sacrificed my grades for airborne,but it's still worth it.I passed all of my subjects,but it was downright unsatisfactory.However,nothing beats the airborne experience,and anyone can get an A,but it takes lots of guts to jump.But time to shape up or ship out for the rest of the sems.No more D's and C's.

The fasting month is in full swing.The holidays are downright mind-numbing (but im loving it) and everything is great.

Love you sweets.