The special someone.

It has been ages since i've blogged. And only a special event and a special someone can bring my lazy butt to blog.

This special someone has been through alot with me. Enduring my nonsense and attitude, giving me advice and her loving words, providing me comfort when I needed her most, and just gave me love. For that I truly love her.

For 4 years sayang, you have been by my side. I do not know how else to live. I cant remember the time I was single and alone, and I grateful that i am blessed to have you. I dont know why I am so priviledged to be with you, but i always try not to disappoint you,and although i have done alot of things that have hurt your feelings, you have always had the bigger heart and forgave me for all my stupidity and arrogance.

For 4 years, there have been rough patches, lots of crying, screaming, some regrettable words used, alot of heartache. But that same 4 years, I learned the softness of you heart and being, the love a woman like you can give to me, that being with you provides me warmth and happiness, and that I am nothing without you, absolutely nothing.

I cant give you the world. But I have always been a man of my word. I promise to take care of you,not to hurt you, give you the love you deserve, and be the man that you can depend on.

I love you. I really do. Every day is a blessing to wake up and know I have you even when the odds are against me.

Happy 4 years anniversary Nurain Binte Rahmat. And thank you. For everything.